So, my dad is a preacher man and has some “way out there” views. I am sick today, some type of stomach bug ( I think). My dad has the audacity to tell me I’m sick because I haven’t turned my life over to Jesus. This stuff sets me off… I can’t stand this jargon, it’s so stupid! I go off, telling him that I’ll never be a part of his church and so many bad things happened to me as a child because of his church…bla, bla, bla. And besides he has had polio since 16 years of age, what does that mean??? .
Why cannot I just ignore his stupid talk and just be me, lover of life, beliver in majick, positive self? Why do I have to turn into this angry being that I do not like? This is why I don’t want to be here at times. I need to rise above this… OMG! Why is this so hard for me?
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